I Need A …

Come to think of it, I don’t know what I need! 🙂

Have you ever been in that position?  Things are bothering you but your can’t quite put your finger on it?  You don’t know if you’re happy or sad or angry?  You just don’t seem to have a real hold on the pulse of your life?

You have?  Well, if you have or you have not, that is what I’m feeling today.  I think it’s because today’s another damp, dark day.  I miss when the sun doesn’t shine.  I feel as gloomy as the skies above me.

Maybe I need to be one of those “sun lamp” thingies that are supposed to help people who have seasonal affective disorder.  Or, maybe I need to discuss this with my doctor when I go for a check up on Monday.

Or, maybe that’s why I’m feeling that way because I see my internist on Monday and my cardiologist on Wednesday and do not know what they will be saying.  I always feel like the proverbial student who is going in to a test and who has not studied when I go to see a doctor.  Maybe I don’t have seasonal affective disorder.  Maybe I have white coat syndrome.  Yeah.  That’s the ticket.

Care to comment?